Thursday, May 9, 2024

 A very intense weather event yesterday and last night. High wind, heavy rain, floods and lightening. I've been in recovery from Polymyalgia Rheumatica, Cardiac Arrest, Sepsis, and now Shingles. I've done very well until yesterdays storm. Anxiety overtook me. I kept praying that YHWH would protect us, especially from the floods. I couldn't sleep and my pain intensified. Anxiety, panic attacks, hysteria and exhaustion almost took total control of my mind. Then a sudden calm came over me and I remembered Matthew 8:23-27. I opened my Bible and read the Scriptures. I laughed at myself with this storm raging in me and at the storm raging outside. I closed my Bible, thanked YHWH for bring the calm I had prayed for and for HIS Grace for my doubt and hysteria. I almost instantly fell asleep, no more anxiety, fear, panic or pain and slept soundly for 6 hours. I Awoke at daylight and all was well. Our Father is so good even when we don't deserve it. I praise HIM for HIS Love and Grace. I pray my faith never slips again but I know that our Father is always there to hold us in HIS Hand. May YHWH Bless us and Keep us. Love y'all.

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